home sweet home

penang! home sweet home! im back...
hope to be fully relax and enjoy here.. i miss every single things here , mostly my family and friends..

but sien-ly, my sis couldn't back with me.. i really hope she can make it soon..

five family members gather again, tea time in garden cafe..
im glad to have her in KL..
sorry for that night, i'm badly disappointing you..
moody effects much on me.. i hope you can understand that im dare to cry + emo because you are my sister.. sorry to feel awkward and insecure in k room...
im trying hard to build up my confidence..:)
haha...love you,muakx

started to feel comfortable in k room...haha.. seriously my sound was badly transform through the mike... ( i use it as transform to convince myself, haha... i know it wont change much if we know the technique to sing...) really can see the different between me and my sis...haha! but sean, i dunwan to add into your "group" haha... i will add oil not to..! yeah
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my body was weak especially in form one.. i can still remember the moment when my view are started to get black...
i tried it again in ktm last saturday... it was really horrible and embarrassing!
and i hate ktm!


i get into ktm with full of people! plus the stinky smell....
my stomach machine started to work out.. ngi ngi ngo ngo, and it's pain!
feel like going to ngo ngo...
and keep sweating..


my view are full with the people's...all the black and white..
again with the stinky smell....
this time im sure i need to ngo ngo!

the station was still far away..
and started to feel like vomit
i hold my sis's hand..and lay on her body then..
a blackie feel weird looking at me....
black spots appeared, keep multiplying.....
and the sounds around are reducing
i called my sis to get down from the train in next station....
that time...truly beh tahan..!

*next station..pantai dalam*
i rush out of the train like a blind
without any sounds and view....
sitting on the chair..and i feel better...
i feel so lucky to see a toilet!!! arh!!
ngo ngo................

haha...end of the story...... i really hate ktm!

im following khai ling to time square yesterday... sorry for the delay ling...
khailing's sis ,khaiwen are having class for face-painting and beauty...
im so gan jiong for the first time makeup ...haha..
khaiwen's friend are helping me...
she is nice..
but im totally not suitable for makeup ...after i saw the result...i look old...
(is not the problem of vinny)
haha.... i hope my eye can be bigger...and my face can be smaller!
see..khailing so pretty..T.T...
i prefer to be 四眼莹~
haha